4 Things I Want To Say To The Person Who Left Me “Just Like That”

Adi Miguel

May 24, 2016

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  The days with you were the best days of my life. Those are like “life events”. You see, I was genuinely happy with you that I want every single human being breathing to know how happy I was.

  Every moment with you is one beat away to forever. I’ve never been that happy with love. You are the reason why I believed again in love and in myself. The reason why I know that it’s not that really hard to love me. Until one day, you left just like that.

  But I want you to know that…

  I’M NOT MAD AT YOU

  No, I’m not. I never was. I never will. How can you be mad to the only person in this world who made you feel that you are worthy? How can you hold grudges to the person who brought you breakfast in bed? How can you be angry to someone who made true love with you?

  You brought me back to pieces. You showed me how beautiful love can be. How can I be mad at you?

  I STILL WANT US TOGETHER

  If my life will repeat, I still want our paths to cross. And I want it to stay longer, like forever. I still want to wake up next to you and make love with you first day in the morning. I still want midnight talks with you over bread and fruits. I want to be the one giving you massage after a long day even if my hands shake.

  You’re still the one I want to be with until my arms can no longer reach the floor; or when you can’t remember my name; or even when things are no longer the same. But hey, I’m not winning you back. I’m not forcing the universe to fix the constellations for us. No, it’s not like that. I’m just being honest. That if I just knew you’ll come, I would guard my heart and fall in love with you at the right time (if there is a right time for us). Know that I’ll always choose what’s right over what’s happy. Even if it means letting you go.

  “YOU AND I” IS MY FAVORITE LOVE STORY

  One day I’ll have kids of my own and I’ll tell them about you. I’ll tell good stories about us. I’ll tell them how wonderful you are. But I’ll also tell them that one day, someone will come along their ways and they won’t stay forever. I’ll tell them that it’s okay to be left behind and you just got to be strong and charge it to experience. I’ll tell them that sometimes the people who chose to leave you just like that are the ones who’d truly teach and show you that love is a beautiful thing.

  But I’ll also tell them that it’s okay to enjoy, just always choose what is right over what is happy. I’ll tell them that as long as someone will get hurt, it’s not meant to stay. It’s not meant to last.

  YOU ARE MY GREAT LOVE

  I always believe that your great love will never be replaced by anyone. And that sometimes they do not stay. You are my great love and the very reason why I’ll fall in love again. You are the reason why my heart won’t be afraid to beat again. You are the reason why I won’t be afraid to risk this heart. You are my greatest pain, with that, I know that my next heart aches will be just like an ant-bite. I’ll never regret having you.

  I’ll miss you always. And the thought of you still gives me unusual heart beats.

   

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