9 Things I Don’t Want My Dad To Know

Adi Miguel

June 14, 2016

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  1. I DON’T WANT HIM TO KNOW HOW TO USE TWITTER

  It’s okay if he’ll be around Facebook and stalking my profile because I can fix the restriction settings. As long as his fingers will not get to Twitter because he’ll see my rants, I’m okay with that. Hahahaha! I just don’t want to break my dad’s heart and make him feel disappointed for raising a child made up of rants about life and adulthood.

  2. I DON’T WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I BROKE SOME PEOPLE’S HEARTS

  He didn’t raise me as a heartbreaker. But I just don’t want him to know that his child is capable of breaking other people’s heart. Because in real life, people really break some people’s hearts. Though, in the romantic aspect, it’s a pride for him because that means that a lot likes me. But in life, I don’t want him to feel that he didn’t mold my heart well.

  3. I DON’T WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I DIDN’T GIVE IT ALL AT SCHOOL

  He’s been working hard and I was just there at our campus, passing my subjects and waiting for school to end. I wish I gave it all, my bestest. If I can just turn back in time, I’d probably choose to be that nerd student than dropping some of the subjects I had just because I can’t wake up early. Or maybe doing everything I can so that I won’t get an almost-failing grade in Math.

  Regrets. Sorry, dad. I was really lazy at school.

  4. I DON’T WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT MY HEART BEATS FOR THE WRONG PERSON

  I don’t want him to know that I’m getting less than what I really deserve. That I’m happy and in love with a person who didn’t even know my worth. I just don’t want to break his heart just because I’m loving a person who can love me as much as he and mom do.

  5. I DON’T WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I GO HOME DRUNK

  Because I don’t want him to know that I can get vulnerable. That life was messing up with me and I can’t handle it properly so I chose to get drunk. I don’t want him to know that in this lifetime, I really am a disappointment to him and the rest of the family.

  6. I DON’T WANT HIM TO KNOW WHEN I AM IN A HEARTBREAK

  Because he blames his self when my I am hurting.

  7. I DON’T WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I AM EARNING WHILE STUDYING

  Because he’ll surely forget about allowance. :P

  8. I DON’T WANT HIM TO KNOW THE CONCEPT OF GROWING UP KIDS

  Because I don’t want him to feel and get ready for the time that we’ll leave him. I don’t want him to think about us leaving him behind. Because I can’t even think of being away from him for a while.

  9. I DON’T WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT I KNOW HIS PAST

  I don’t want him to be embarrassed about his self and of his past. I don’t want him to feel that I deserve a better dad than him.

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